It's not rock bottom.
More like small pebble bottom.
Caused in the main by frustration.
Frustration that comes from:
1. Not being able to participate fully in life.
2. Letting my family down and putting pressure on them.
3. Watching too much late night cable TV.
4. Not being able to sleep any other way than on my back.
5. Having to strategically plan a daily shower rather than just enjoy it.
6. A slow-healing operation scar.
7. The Wellington winter that makes the same said operation scar throb.
8. Not knowing what's next for me.
9. Missing all my friends at Jack Morton.
10. Having being sidelined from myself for a month.
It's caused me to shed a few tears this morning.
Pee
1 comment:
This is sad and it made me shed a tear too. On your health road you ARE on your own but so many are with you in spirit. I have been thinking of you and your blog all morning as I had my CT scan and I did say I would rather not know all the "BAD" things that can happen thank you - but the radiographer and nurse replied, "We have to inform you." Said it was better when they didn't have to! You are not letting your family down and they would be sad to think you feel this. Tomorrow is a big day for you and you are not alone, many are with you in prayer and thought sending love. JMc
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